Friday, April 15, 2011
Baby Can't Drive
My most vivid memories of this song are the Monday mornings of the first semester when I would be heading for my IS class at block 72. I remember vividly, that I would be blasting this song on my iPod while walking into the school to kickstart my day, or rather the entire week.
I used to look forward to my monday classes. As kiddy as it sounds, I looked forward to meeting one of my best friends, who was in the same class as me. His sleepy and unkempt look seemed really appealing compared to the start of another boring week in school. School felt so different back then. It was actually enjoyable.
Today is Marcus's birthday. He's pretty much one of my buddies in school right now. Amazing how things can turn out sometimes. We used to not talk to each other in school as both of us gave a pretty unfriendly vibe to each other. I shall save you the details, but we went to visit Kelvin who was sick, met up with Jia Han Alex and Mark for dinner, and went prawning!
Pretty fun, but I doubt I'll want to prawn again unless anyone wants to.
There's a side of me that I don't want to acknowledge, but yet I know of it's existence. I know I'm a narcissist, or at least a part of me is one. Over the year, I've also grown to be extremely crude, negative and extremely quick to put people down,. It's so bad to the point where I do it subconsciously and telling myself its ok to do it. It's fucking not. I feel fucking fake at times. So fake that I fucking hate it.
I know I'm not a perfect person, but I scare myself.
I scare me.
Posted by trey at 1:16 AM
